13-05-08 – Hope
February 5, 2009
i remember a time when hope was what got me through
seems like a long time ago now
it was based on faith, innocence, naivity
now the only hope i have is based on desperation
a desperate desire for things to change
for me to change, go back to how it was
surely i haven’t gone forever
maybe i’m hiding around the corner
a gut felt laugh and a heart felt emotion will signify my return
maybe all this will seem like a bad dream on that day
i’ll wake up and think things are going to be ok, again
i wish i was naive enough to believe that
i wish i was dumb enough not to understand why it can’t be so
i wish for more wishes
