22-05-08 – It’s a Shame
February 5, 2009
A taste so sweet, unmatched
a sight so divine, a real catch
a feeling so deep, strong
shame it didn’t last, not for long
like sailing on a calm sea
surrounded by peace, harmony
like flying among angels, held up by their wings
able to hear the birds and the songs that they sing
in knowledge so content, secure
in thought so innocent, pure
in emotion so special, ecstatic
shame it didn’t last, pathetic
like sobering up the morning after
paying the price for the night before
like failing something you wanted so much
falling to your knees, life is such
realizing the taste wasn’t always that sweet, sour
realizing the sight wasn’t always that divine, hypnotizing power
realizing the feeling being returned wasn’t that deep or strong, pain
shame it ever happened, sane?
like looking back on something that could have been
could have been much better it would seem
like thinking back to something i want again
realizing it came at the price of pain
remembering the aftermath, painful reminiscing
remembering my worth through someone elses eyes, missing
remembering how it felt to be abandoned, destroyed
shame i didn’t find something better, void
It’s a shame i was so trusting, vulnerable
It’s a shame i was so hopeful, errable
It’s a shame i was so forgiving, no longer
No longer forgiving, it’s a shame no longer.
